While I wait for the shower to be free
Je vais écrire en français, c’est ma langue maternelle et je la rejetais trop avant. Il y a tellement de résistance. Choisir la voie de l’artiste et la voix de l’artiste est une bataille constante Une renaissance constance Un réapprentissage constant Mais je ne sais rien faire d’autre. Sais-je le faire? C’est la seule chose que je n’ai pas abandonné.
Today I’d draw more of the exercises my friend gave me to do, she’s teaching me what she knows. She’s turning 70 on Sunday, she’s an artist and an art teacher. She’s helping my find my voice. Those exercises are actually Leonard da Vinci’s drawing I’m copying. I’m like a monk in a Belgian monastery in the deep countryside. Clearly not but it’s very holy to me doing these.
This is really hard because my house situation is really stressful right now with a Flatmate and I don’t feel like I have a home. So I’ll be daydreaming of a gone today. And in this dream home I’d create a veggie garden and I’d paint it. Very like Monet.
That’s a question I’ll think about a bit more.
Gift for my window
Work to do
The other function my work could have is to be functional. Obviously, I here mean financially functioning. Obviously, I here mean to play on the different shapes the word “function” has. By shapes, I mean meanings. My work functions for me, my health is the proof. Now, could it be functioning for you? That would be nice. What would be nice is that your work functions for me and then mine functions for you. Well, the first part is true. What would be nice is that these functions adds like snow to a ball and kick it all. Rebuilding this new world we might have heard about. Let’s see by the end of April where the functions brought us. By us I mean everyone participating to 30/30.